Thursday, February 25, 2010

MDT SHOWCASE



This past week has been full of long hours of rehearsals for the MDT showcase at BYU!!!
I am so excited to perform for my first time at BYU!
It has been stressful, and time consuming...but once I get up there on that stage in front of an audience, it makes it all worth it!
What an amazing opportunity to be able to perform with such talented people.

COME SEE THE SHOW!!!
I promise you will leave having felt nearly every emotion.... happiness, sadness, amazement, ETC...You won't regret coming!!!

Monday, February 22, 2010

YUMM!!



Today was my millionth attempt at being healthy this year!
I was doing pretty well... until my acting teacher brought our class PEANUT BUTTER FUDGE!!!
It was so delicious! And did I eat one piece? NO I ate the 2 biggest pieces i could find! And man was it worth it!!! :)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Bilbo




Early this morning my parents woke me up to say goodbye to my doggie, Bilbo (or bubby as we called him). As I held his limp body in my arms, I knew without a doubt that his spirit was with our Heavenly Father and that he was no longer suffering in an old body. Bubby entered into our family when I was only 4 years old, and he has been my most loyal and loving friend since. Anytime he heard someone crying, he would run to their side and literally cry as well. From the window in my house I watched my Dad bury him in our backyard. I can't help but cry every time i think about him, but I am grateful to have had such a loving spirit in our home. He will be missed, and I cant wait to see him again!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Family





This afternoon I spent awhile with my brother, mom, and dad, sitting on my parents bed laughing and talking. I felt like I was a little girl again spending time with my best friends, my family. Most people on the outside would think most all of us are different, but those who know us well, know that we are very much alike. People often say that I am the girl version of Brady, my brother! And that makes me smile... All of us love music, art, and frankly we spend WAY too much time on the internet or watching the History channel. All of us could live the rest of our lives living in the mountains in a small cabin, as long as we had guitars and paint, and we would be the happiest people alive. And today while we were talking we were laughing about how nerdy we are as a family. But these are the things that connect us, that make our love for each other so tight and loyal. There is NOTHING more important to me than my family. Thank goodness for eternity!!!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Journals



My whole life I have kept journals, ranging from fuzzy diaries with locks, to journals with sketches (sometimes words aren't enough)!
But the one thing all my journals from my childhood have in common, is that they have only been written in half way through, and each entry jumps months rather than a day.
Recently, I have felt like writing in my journal is what keeps me going. Being able to write everything and anything you want or feel and not have to worry about trust is so refreshing. And now, my journals are written in cover to cover with events in my life that have made me who I am today. Its interesting how as you get older, life gets harder and harder and when you think you cant handle one more thing to go wrong, something always does. And yet, somehow everyone finds a way to get through those trials. For me, I am a crier, and I will cry about something and let it all out. I try to not let myself wallow for long, I find my own personal ways to, as my mom would say "buck up". And one of those ways is for me to write it in my journal!!! God never gives us something we can't handle! He provides ways for us to heal and grow from the experiences of life. Journals are a small thing to be grateful for, but they make such a large difference in my life.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Dear John




You know those really good books that keep you turning each page without your mind wandering into thoughts of your own??
Well as of right now I am completely enveloped into Dear John. I am super excited to see the movie, but I always try to read the book first! :)
Nicholas Sparks always seems to fulfill my expectations.